Monday, April 8, 2013

I can't remember the last time I felt like my self.  I'm this hollow shell of a human being that can't seem to pull my shit together.  I feel things in the extremes.  I'm either extremely in love with the world or absolutely depressed with all of human kind, which is definitely not me.  I'm having a hard time talking about my feelings, I'm unsure why because I'm normally very open and not scared of how I feel.  I sometimes lay awake all night staring at the ceiling.  Watching headlights paint silhouettes of the balconies potted plants against the glow of the stark white walls that are confining me.  I literally swallow my words and feelings and am literally now drowning in the sadness of my own doings.  I need a rope.  I need someone to help me from sinking farther into this mess I've made.  After long sleepless nights I've finally came to the conclusion that the only person that can pull me out of this is inevitably my self.

Welcome to 25.

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  2. We all reach moments like this in our life, and you know you have to hold on and pull through. You have talked about it, even here, even if it is small, but you came to the realization and now you help yourself get through this moment in your life. And if it ever comes back you can be prepared :)

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