Bad Day

Today was horrible.  Started horrible & I'm pretty sure it's just going to keep progressively getting worse.

Not only am I getting sick, but at rapid, warp speed.  On top of getting sick I arrive at work only to find 

that my hours got cut, which I was told wouldn't happen.  It's like all of my nightmares are coming true.

I suppose I have to search for a new job.  Maybe a new life.  That sounds nice.  :(  I'll miss my old one, 

but it's time I moved on.  From everything.  The future looks exciting.  

I wish things would just fall into place for me.  Unfortunately I'm not lucky enough to have tons of money

I can throw around on unnecessary things.  I have to work hard for everything I get.  It's really a good feeling

when I finally have what I want.  But I dream of being able to get everything I want, more importantly helping

everyone who's helped me.  Thats my ultimate goal, to help other people they way the helped me when I 

needed them the most.  Maybe I'm just being overly emotional.  I just feel really crappy today.

I feel like no one hears me sometimes when I'm asking them for help, they just kinda push me aside.  

I suppose I shouldn't expect much from people because after all who can you really trust?  Any way 

enough of me being dramatic.  Hope you have a better weekend than I will be.  

:(