I started painting again. Feel like I have no outlet anymore. I've been trying to deal with stress differently, rather than sulking,
crying, being angry & hating on everything. Painted a funny picture of Brandon. I've been working on his anniversary gift(s), so
bored on my days off.
My mom just called asking if we wanted "cheap" vodka tonight. We settled on some "Crystal Palace." It's my day off tomorrow
& I've decided to make some changes with the way life is going. Good changes, changes you don't need to worry about... Well...
actually it really depends who's reading this. I'm crossing my fingers that things go my way. You should too. I'm a little bummed
about the way things have to go down, but... the big picture is I have to do this for my self. I can't keep worrying about anyone
else. I'm excited for these up & coming changes & look forward to growing as a person. Change is good, I just have to keep
breathing it.
Halloween is just around the corner. We've settled on ghosts. Minimal time, minimal facial exposure (brandon) & minimal $$
spent on creating our outfits.
My Mom got sick a few days ago & had to head to the ER guess it was the flu. Then by sitting in the ER she contracted a really
bad chest cold & is now sick. : ( Poor momz. The picture above is my mom. We were watching the rain fall on our porch &
watching the sun shine move across the valley. I sat outside waiting to maybe get a picture of the lightning but, no luck.
Now I'm here. Talking to Brandon about carving a pumpkin & of course this is going to be a relentless, never-ending struggle
to get him to participate. It's like a challenge for me. Eventually I finagle him into joining me. We'll see : )
Expect some picture tomorrow : D
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