Monday, October 26, 2009

Work sucked.  Had an ultimate breakdown with my two co-workers, which was actually nice.  We all sorta cried.
It was just one of those days, I'm glad that I wasn't alone.  I kept thinking " it couldn't get worse, " & then slowly,
progressively, it did.

Went to work had a talk with a few of my customers, made me realize a lot about my self.  They're so nice.  Sharron
& Meg.  Sharron brought me a Halloween card, love her for that & Meg offered me a job at the Pineapple room.  Talked
to Janel & Rachel about a bunch of stuff.  We all ended up crying for one reason or another.  It was good to talk to them
about how I've been feeling.  I hate always bothering my sister with how I'm feeling : ( I'm so repetitive.  Then found out
that my bank ONCE AGAIN didn't deposit my check into my account, losers.  Then mom came in because I forgot my 
phone at the house.  She tells me she has to go to a specialist for her tooth problem.  After work I end up going with 
her to the surgeon only to watch her freak out & cry.  I talked with the Dr., he told me that if the procedure that he was
going to try didn't work, I'd have to take her to the hospital.  He told me that the infection had infected her jaw & is
one of the worst he's ever saw.  My body went into panic mode.  Sucked, I wanted to cry so bad, I could see how scared
my mom was.  I had to hold my tears back because I didn't want her to freak out.  Eventually I got home, called my sister,
cried, listened to old stuff, cried, washed my face & took her back for the "surgery."  We came back home because her
lungs needed to dilate, because my mom is an asthmatic there is a risk of her having an acute attack during stressful
situations.  Procedure went fine.  I just want this day to end.  

I was suppose to sew some more hexagons but I just feel like staring at the screen & listening to music.  So, so tired.

Monday sucked.

xxx

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