even my dreams can't block reality, I stress even while I'm asleep. I had no idea that it was possible
to feel stressed while you sleep.
I woke up this morning, feeling exactly how I did last night.
My work schedule has been out of control, I'm not complaining about anything except for how tired
I am. I ended up working yesterday, so my days off went from 2, to 1, to ZERO. I worked from 10-9
on Tuesday & we got over 20 boxes of stock to put out on the floor. I finished a total of 21 boxes
from Tuesday- today. I'm a ball of delirium & depression.
I don't really wanna talk about the whole, depressed situation. If I happen to run into you I'll tell you
what's going on, but other than that, guess it's better left un-said.
I have to force my self to keep busy so I don't think about what's going on. I go to work & i would actually
rather go, lame. It's the only place I don't have time to think. I constantly
have something to do at work & everyone has been really nice at trying to cheer me up.
I have to go to the doctors tomorrow, wonderful. Not really looking forward to getting a bunch of
shots in my forearm but, whatever.
Any way, sorry for such a depressing entry. Just thought everyone who reads this should know why
I haven't been out, around or posting. I've been willing my self to focus on being positive & keeping
my self busy.
Can't believe it's almost Friday, hope everyone enjoys their Friday.
xxx
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