Exact depiction of how I've been feeling as of late. Haven't had much motivation to do much, except save my paychecks so
Bran & I can vacation this May. It's looking pretty good. We were so set on checking out France but once again our plans
have changed & Italy has been in the back of our minds. We'll see, we will definitely see.
Everything for me has been so busy, spring break made me forget about school & made me remember how irritated I get with
people at work. I don't wanna single anyone out but I seriously need a vacation from the bullshit. You ever get to that point
where you just lose it? Work has slowly been wearing me down. I enjoy my bosses, I miss working with most of them!!! I
wish they would schedule me with them more haha. However various peers have made me contemplate suicide. I just gotta
put it past me & try to focus on getting work done & helping customers, since all I'm really good at is customer service ( not
gonna lie I suck at re-stocking haha.) I do appreciate the few co-workers that help me out. They always make my day a
lot brighter by trying to cheer me up & crying with me. I appreciate them so much for always helping me in tons of ways,
you're all the best : ) Hopefully my vacation in May will let me clear my head, get some things straight.
I haven't seen much of Brandon we've both been working like crazy people so we can have a nice vacation. Were both off on
Sunday so hopefully we can spend some time before we head out.
Tonight I went to the grocery store, which I seriously dread. I watch my money burn up slowly in front of me as the guy
scans the $7.50 tray of chicken breast, $2.99 for honey bbq sauce, $2.99 for asparagus, 2 for $5 chocolate chunk cookies,
$2.49 ea. apple iced tea x 6, seriously??? There has to be some way I can get all of this cheaper. A total of $40 was spent
tonight on wack shit. Oh wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. "Lifes a bitch & then you die..."
Hope everyone is having a better day than I am.
xxx
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