Having thee worst week EVER. Lots of bad, bad things. Including the most recent blunder, me not having
medical any more.
Moving on. I'm stripping my hair color, damages, hair breakage, whatever, I hate this black. I'm buying a
clarifying shampoo tomorrow & using it until June. Second week of June & I'm going to a hairstylist to have
this wretched black removed from my hair. I have to wait 3 months after that to dye it the color I want it.
Which will be easy, I just hate this black.
I should be doing homework now, I'm just in such a shitty mood from earlier that I just don't want to do
anything. I think I need an intervention? Possibly an extreme make over right after. I seriously look like
crap everyday, very, very tired of this. I don't know how this pertains to me doing my homework but... it
definitely needs to happen. Maybe an intervention to make me less lazy? Ok now I'm starting to ramble.
It's been raining a lot up on my hill so I barely take pictures & when it's sunny I either:
a. forget my camera
b. forget my lens
c. run out of film
d. don't have batteries
or
e. didn't know the weather was going to clear up.
always my luck. I've seriously been having the worst luck. Although I've also been having the worst
coincidences, I don't know if I would consider them in any case "lucky." You try & move past all of your
worst experiences, block them out, forget about them. It is however really hard when you live on a
150 mile wide island & frequent all of the same spots. Maybe I need to change my routine up? I'd move
if it was that easy but unfortunately it might take us a while to get out of here. A vacation also sounds
nice but is looking pretty dismal according to: school & flight loads. One day I'll get out of here &
turn my phone off for a few days ( I was going to write weeks but it seemed very farfetched ) & forget
about all of my obligations.
Ok enough depressing, sob stories & day dreams. I need to focus on something else, maybe homework?
I hope everyone has been having a better week then me. Tomorrow is just going to suck too.
xxx
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