"You must remember never to cease to act because you fear you may fail. The way to lose any earthly kingdom is to be inflexible, intolerant, and prejudicial. Another way is to be too flexible, tolerant of too many wrongs and without judgement at all. It is a razor's edge. It is the width of a blade of pili grass. To gain the kingdom of heaven is to hear what is not said, to see what cannot be seen and to know the unknowable..." - Queen Lili'uokalani
I think sometimes a personal trait that I find an imperfection is my fear. I fear a lot of things: expressing feelings, death and a few other things most people fear. I also think that I am too flexible and it's something I have to work on. I have been tolerant of too many wrongs for too long and I think this may be me admitting that from here on out I will be more open about how I feel. I think I'm so concerned about other peoples happiness I forget about my own. So from now until the end I promise to focus on my own happiness and to talk about my feelings, whether I feel that they will come across misinterpreted or not. I am capable of being strong and capable of letting others know when too much is enough. I also vow to make more of an effort to blog here a little more, write about my day, however mundane it may be. Any way...
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